Vocations: Destiny or Free Will?


As someone who grew up reading fairy tales and watching anime, I began to notice something in the way that people see vocations.

Many of my married friends believe in the idea of pre-determined “soul mate” love and how God planned for them to marry a specific person. The story of their love life is essentially like the chorus from Taylor Swift’s “Love Story”: “You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess. It’s a love story, baby. Just say ‘Yes.'”

People who discern religious life, on the other hand, have vocation stories that resemble the typical anime “destiny plot.” In a typical adventure anime, the main character goes on a long journey or goes to school while trying to figure out what their purpose in life is. Either way, the protagonist finds their destiny and the story focuses on them working towards becoming a priest or a nun, with the perfect gang of friends who accompany them on this journey.

I’m speaking in generalizations, of course. I know that every vocation story is different. But in the years I spent going to vocation-related events, it seems like people see marriage and religious life as a pre-determined destiny and all they have to do is “discern” which one is right for them. In reality, marriage and religious life are not as cut and dry as that.

Yes, God creates each and every person with a unique personality and skills, but he also gave us this strange thing called free will. We have the ability to choose what to do with our gifts, for better or for worse. Our lives are more like those video games where the choices you make effect the way that the game ends. (Just think of Mass Effect or Infamous.) It doesn’t mean that we can just do whatever we want. The power to choose comes with the responsibility of making sure we choose to do God’s will. In an ideal life, we work with God to help us to choose the right thing. Eventually, our choices help reveal what God wants us to do with our lives.

The best example of this can be seen in the movie Moana. Although Moana was chosen by the ocean to voyage out and return the heart of Te Fiti, her journey was not an easy one and at one point, she gave the heart of Te Fiti to the ocean, wanting to return home after Te Ka nearly killed her. The spirit of her grandmother was supportive of Moana’s decision to turn back, but at the same time, Moana was hesitant. She had to choose to take the heart back herself and not just because the ocean or her grandmother told her. She did that by remembering who she was, where she came from, and reflecting on how far she has come.

So how does free will play a role in discerning marriage or religious life?

When it comes to marriage, I have a bit of a bias. For one thing, I don’t believe in soul mates. Now before you clutch your pearls and start citing the examples of Tobias and Sarah as well as Mary and Joseph, know that I wrote a Bible study on Tobit and I have a great devotion to the Holy Family. Tobias was worried about having to marry Sarah. He was free to choose to fulfill the promise he made to his father. Thankfully, Raphael guided Tobias to understanding how they would save Sarah from the demon that killed her previous husbands. If Sarah and Tobias’s marriage was predetermined, God would’ve found a way to have Tobias marry Sarah first and also expel the demon from her house at the same time.

In a similar way, Mary and Joseph still had to choose to say “Yes” to what God was asking of them. And their life was anything but a fairy tale, with Mary having to deal with at least three months of pregnancy alone (even while she was helping her cousin Elizabeth) and Joseph almost choosing to divorce Mary when he heard about her having a child.

God creates each and every person with a unique set of personality traits and skills and in our lives, we find people who we’re compatible with and some that we don’t get along with. But everyone we meet teaches us a lesson. Every relationship we have is a unique experience because we fall in love in different ways, depending on the person. It’s not going to be an instant-love-at-first-sight kind of thing that we see in romantic comedies and fairy tales. We choose who we love and then, once we marry, we can choose to stay with them in good times and in bad.

On the flip side of things, I know people who are still waiting for their lives to start, who have an idea on what God is calling them to do, but still have to choose the path they need to take in order to get there. The good news about these people is that they’re not just waiting around waiting for an answer to come on a silver platter. These people might have to pave their own paths or consider options beyond the norm. Regardless of where they head, God will always be with them.

I’m not saying that God doesn’t have a hand in our lives, but when it comes to our vocations, we can’t make the idea of finding our calling the end all-be all. We are called to ask God to be the compass of our hearts and then we choose the paths we walk down. There is no grand destiny where we save the world from an apocalypse. Most of us are called to live our holiness in ordinary lives. But is there anything wrong with that? I don’t think so.

tl;dr: Our path towards our vocation, whatever we are called to be, is not a straight line. It’s a path we forge with God guiding us through each and every choice we make.

What Can Adults Learn From Shows Made For Kids?


There are people out there who raise an eyebrow when they find out that a show that’s written for and marketed to kids and teenagers has a large number of grown-up fans. The most egregious example being the Bronies aka the adult male fans of the show My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. However, as someone who’s also a fan of children’s TV and lives her life as a part-time adult, I can say that children’s shows these days are hugely different from how they were during our childhood. The main purpose of shows like Girl Meets WorldSteven Universe, and Doctor Who aren’t to sell a toy line like Transformers or Ninja Turtles, but to actually tell a story about characters and the things they learn. Plus, shows like Bill Nye, Reading Rainbow, and Mister Rogers Neighborhood have arrived on Netflix which means that a whole new generation can be introduced to the lessons their parents learned when they were kids. (BTW, if they get Lamb Chop and Between the Lions on Netflix, my childhood will finally be made!)

So for this blog, I’ll look at Girl Meets World, Steven Universe, and Doctor Who to see what adults can learn from these seemingly childish shows.


Girl Meets World is the spinoff series of Boy Meets World, which focuses on Riley Matthews, the daughter of Cory and Topanga Matthews. In the most recent episode “Girl Meets Cory and Topanga,” Riley is intimidated by how seemingly perfect her parents are and is afraid that she’ll never live up to their expectations of her. Through imagining her parents as kids (complete with clips from the original series), Riley realizes that her parents were total goofs like her. Most people felt like this episode was filler and repeated a story arc that Riley dealt with before. However, people forget that Riley is always insecure about her future. Yes, she’s a 13-year-old kid, but when I was her age (or close to it), I was already watching Gilmore Girls and fantasizing about college. The episode overall has a moral of paving your own path. Or as Judy Garland said “Always be a first rate version of yourself and not a second rate version of someone else.”


I’ll admit that I am late to the Steven Universe bandwagon. I started avoiding Cartoon Network when they started doing live action shows. But Steven Universe is a diamond in the rough, and yes, I intended that pun. The show centers on a boy named Steven who has the powers of an alien species called the Crystal Gems. Since he’s a kid, though, he doesn’t have as much control over his powers as his mentors Garnet, Amethyst, and Pearl. Steven and the Crystal Gems protect Earth from monsters that originally came from the Gems’ planet Homeworld.

One major theme in this show (among others) is having realistic expectations about life and especially about family. Aside from the fact that they are aliens, the Crystal Gems are very much human in their behavior and Steven sees the Gems as his family. Amethyst is like Steven’s sister because she’s always fun to be with and acts the most child-like. Pearl is very motherly because she always makes sure that Steven is safe and always worries about everything. Garnet is the leader of the Gems and keeps a cool head when trouble comes around.

The second season has started off again last week with two episodes that center on Steven’s human friends and their relationships with their mothers. In “Nightmare Hospital,” Steven gives a sword to his best friend Connie, who has been training in swordfighting without her parents ever knowing. When Connie’s mother confiscates the sword and takes it with her to her job at the hospital, Steven and Connie sneak into the hospital in the hopes of getting it back. Unfortunately, some monsters show up in the hospital, forcing Steven and Connie to expose their “saving the world” secret to Connie’s mother. Connie’s mother is a very strict woman and Connie calls her out for how smothered she feels. Playing devil’s advocate here, Connie’s mom had no clue how good of a fighter Connie was and by the end of the episode, she explains that she needs to be involved in case Connie gets in over her head. Connie is still ten years old, after all. But the two ladies end up meeting each other in the middle. Connie can now be open with at least one of her parents and her mother learned that her daughter can handle herself most of the time.

The most recent episode “Sadie’s Song” had a similar story arc. Steven’s friend Sadie, who works at the local donut shop, considers singing at the town’s talent show, but Steven and her mother end up turning her into something she felt completely uncomfortable with. Sadie’s backstory gets revealed a bit. Her mother is a bit of a stage mom, taking Sadie’s interests to the extreme and seeing Sadie as something she really isn’t. Sadie is a naturally shy girl and wanted to pace herself when it came to trying something new, but her mother pushed things too far every time. When Sadie finally calls her mother out on her pushy behavior, Sadie’s mom apologizes and the two of them have a talk while Steven takes over and performs in Sadie’s place.

Two lessons can be drawn from this episode: First of all, parents need to give their children space to grow. So many parents want their children to only grow up in a certain way only for their children to end up psychologically scared and screwed over. By being honest with each other, children and parents can learn how to help the child grow up in a healthy way. Secondly, when Steven performed the pop song Sadie originally planned to sing, he did so dressed up in a crop top, skirt, heels, and makeup.

Most of the fandom were cheering over the fact that Steven was breaking gender norms, but here’s the thing. Steven is a ten-year-old kid who lives in a town filled with people who love him unconditionally. Steven is a friend to everyone so I wasn’t surprised that the people of Beach City weren’t laughing at Steven dressed up like a girl. He’s performing a cheesy pop song in the most innocent way and to everyone in Beach City, Steven is special to them. In real life, a ten-year-old boy cross-dressing and performing a cheesy pop song would send the pundits on both sides screaming their usual party lines. I’m not saying that crossdressing in and of itself is all bad or all good. I’m just saying that boys dressing up as girls is something that happens and there’s a time and a place for it.


Doctor Who is considered a family show more than a straight-up children’s series. There are lots of references in the show that only adults will get, after all, such as the Doctor playing the intro to “Pretty Woman” in the most recent episode.



But one thing I noticed about Doctor Who as a whole is that there’s always a theme about choices and consequences. In a show centering on time travel, the characters always get themselves in situations where a choice affects everything. The best example is in the Classic Doctor Who episode “Genesis of the Daleks.” Episodes similar to that have appeared in the new series such as “”Journey’s End,” “The Beast Below,” and “Kill the Moon.”

In the most recent episode “The Magician’s Apprentice,” The Doctor is faced with a choice similar to that of “Genesis of the Daleks.” Does he save the life of a child who would later grow up to be his worst enemy? Unfortunately, that question hasn’t been answered yet. Instead, the episode centers on the Doctor running away from his problem in the most spectacular manner. It’s not until his friends finds him and are put in danger that The Doctor is finally faced with the choice. What he decides will be shown in the next episode.

So what did I learn from these shows? For one thing, growing up means that there is a time and a place for everything. As Will Duquette told me, “Being adult: taking responsibility for yourself, and contributing willingly to the wellbeing of the household in which you reside according to your means and skills.” I still live with my parents and part of that means being considerate of them. I’m not in college with the freedom to be wherever I want and do whatever I want. But I also realized that this will prepare me in case I ever decide to have a family of my own someday. There’s a time to act proper and a time when you can relax and eat popcorn for breakfast. 

I also learned that growing up doesn’t mean giving up what you love. Many of my grownup friends are fans of Doctor Who and I know that a lot of grownups like Steven Universe as well. Plus, children’s shows can prove to be as good as adult shows provided that they have the right writers, directors, and producers. A great example of this is the Japanese children’s show Kamen Rider Drive, which is about a police officer who ends up becoming a superhero. Unlike most superhero stories, however, the main character, Shin, chooses to be a cop first when it comes to dealing with human criminals as opposed to the monsters he usually fights. The show overall portrays competent policemen who do actual detective work and think logically instead of acting violently towards people. There’s enough drama here that could be so much darker if this was a show like Blue Bloods or Law and Order. But instead, the show is smart, keeping a somewhat lighthearted tone while still having great characters and plotlines.

So basically, when you grow up, you don’t have to become a lifeless, boring automaton. Acting your age can just mean letting yourself cry and then thinking things out in a logical matter. Emotions will still come, but bottling them up or ignoring them is just as bad as giving into them completely. Like what Mister Rogers says in “What do you do with the mad that you feel?,” you can stop and think about what to do about how you feel and find an outlet for feelings. Writing has been my main outlet, but something I found to be relaxing is coloring as well. Adult coloring books have become a trend and I’m planning to jump on that bandwagon myself.

The picture I’m showing here is a “shield” of The Hunger Games with the symbol of Rose Quartz, a character from Steven Universe in the center. I made this drawing with pastels. When I was creating this drawing, I found so much energy pouring out of my as I created something new. I don’t think artists will ever get over that kind of feeling. Because that feeling of creating something out of nothing connects us to God, even when we don’t even know it.

And I think that’s the best lesson we can all learn: What connects us to God and makes us better?


Photos from Girl Meets World, Steven Universe, and Doctor Who are copyrighted to their respective owners and are used for editorial purposes only.


How To Be An Adult: A Sonnet

You think adulthood starts when you turn 18

Or when you move out or graduate college

You look for work, you primp and preen

But finishing education didn’t give you much knowledge

About how to file taxes or pay the bills on time

Or finding the right significant other

Being happy seems like a steep hill to climb

Nights are haunted by the naysays of your mother

Eventually, however, things start balancing out

Life becomes the school you never really had

You learn on your own and you forget your doubt

Finally accepting that growing up isn’t all bad

All adults make the rules as they go along

You learn how to make your own, you learn how to be strong